Another Season of Torture

I'm being punished again. No stall will be allotted this year. We didn't win a race last year. I could have won a race had I taken a chance and run him for bottoms. But I couldn't take that chance; we needed to protect him. The horse comes first. We decided, Howie and I; the horse comes first.
In retrospect, he's such an odd looking horse; running him for 10 would probably have been okay. In retrospect.
But we didn't take that chance. Punished for protecting the horse. That's what it looks like to me. They however look at the bottom line. Of me but not of R.K. or N.B. or whoever the fuck they gave stalls to last year. Not R.D. who couldn't win at Woodbine despite winning out west. He'll probably get another 6. They have no problem trying to trample someone they see as having no power. They fucked with the wrong person.